In retrospect, I realize
I didn’t really mean what I said in that desperate prayer.
What I was really hoping to
see was a swooping deity coming to my rescue, fixing my stubborn lawn problem with
a flick of his almighty green thumb
completely apart from me, apart from anything that I would or could be doing. With the HOA and our relentless next door neighbor thus finally off my back, I would be able to return to living my life the way I always have. Everybody happy, everybody
getting what they wanted. End of story.
Some of us are raised to
believe that such is the nature of real miracles which happen to accompany real faith. Anything short of that simply doesn’t count.
I can't pretend to be an expert on either prayer or miracles. You may say that God got me on the technicality – I indeed have
said, Make me a gardener, even though
what that meant to me apparently was significantly different from what it meant
to God.
I guess He took me for my word and ran with it. In fact, He is still running with it.
I guess He took me for my word and ran with it. In fact, He is still running with it.
Of course, hind sight being 20/20, with this twenty-ish year perspective I see how this has worked for my greater advantage. I was asking for one thing, but He chose to give me something far better than a quick fix, a 'Raman noodle' miracle.
Still, I realize that like Limburger cheese, some may find 'aged', 'slow cooker' miracles an acquired taste.
Still, I realize that like Limburger cheese, some may find 'aged', 'slow cooker' miracles an acquired taste.
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