You want a burrito for lunch?
What do you mean, ‘burrito’?
What do you mean, ‘what do you mean, ‘burrito’?’ I am stumped. You know burrito… flour tortilla, refried beans, ground meat, shredded cheese… I wonder if the morning has started too early today.
Ah, yea, yea!! Don’t forget the sour cream! She chimes as she trots off to brush her teeth.
So, I proceed to make a burrito – spreading the beans around, adding the meat in the middle, sprinkling the cheese and microwaving it for 36 seconds to a melted perfection. I put the sour cream and start wrapping it.
What’s THAT?!!?? She mumbles with the toothbrush inside her mouth.
A BURRITO – remember? I vaguely recall having this very conversation just seconds ago.
But I don’t want it – like THAT… She looks at my work-in-progress and rolls her eyes. That’s not the way I make my burritos – it’s too messy!
My eyes suddenly grow to the size of the large plate holding the offender. Part of me wants to reroute the final destination of the innocent culprit to the garbage disposal. Another part tells me that there is more to this story than meet the eye.
For I recall countless times of agreeing with Jesus on what’s on the lunch menu of my life… Loving like He loves, with a mound of joy, and a sprinkling of patience, adding growth and depth… And, I inject, Don’t forget the transformation of the boring and mundane… Then, excited about the yummy prospect, I jump into my day only to find that God’s way of wrapping the burrito of my life is slightly different from mine… and a lot more messy!
For love comes easy to me when the other person is lovable, but I have a really hard time finding those around.
Love the unlovables, He whispers, for that’s how I love…
I expect to magically ingest patience off a smooth platter of stress-free living, but He mixes up the unlikely ingredients of rejection, misunderstanding, disappointments and isolation and invites me to dine on the feast He Himself dines upon
I equate joy with fleeting emotion of happiness when the sky of circumstances is bright-blue and the light breeze is cooling my face. Instead, He sends the storm that obliterates the distinction between the up and the down, and invites me to hold His hand and find my true joy in Him and Him alone.
This is too messy! I cry out. This is NOT the way I prefer to wrap MY burrito. And He laughs, and replies,
But, hon, this is exactly what you asked for. For, this is the only way that the growth, and depth… and the transformation of the boring and mundane can take place…
…But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty… I Corinthians 1:27
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